Tuesday, 17 March 2015

I lost Myself !


Searching for you
Your dreams and Your calling..
I lost Myself !

Sitting on the bench on that Chilly night
Waiting for you..
I lost Myself !

Calling you at 2 am after meeting up with an accident
Listening to the 'Call Waiting Tone'..
I lost Myself!

There were hundreds of moments When I lost Myself...And You still Don't Even try to put an effort to Find Me !

PS-Am Still Lost..Waiting to be Found !

-
Me

Monday, 26 January 2015

Nothing has Changed?


The Morning calls wishing me good morning
Those good night wishes without which you couldn't sleep
Those messages you always replied
Those smiles which never left your lips on seeing me

they are no more.

I asked why?
and you answered 'nothing has changed'.

And I believe you
'Nothing has changed'

But Till when?
-
Me.

Wednesday, 17 December 2014

You Never Make Me Cry

"Baby I don't cry because of You.

I really don't know how to explain you.Whenever its about you,I don't know why I get tears.
You are the only guy in front of whom I cry.really don't know why.
You are the only one for whom I write .!!!
I am scared
I am scared for the future.I am scared to see you sad.I am scared one day I'll have to leave.I feel like hugging you tight and cry a lotI can't tell u what you are for me.I want to be by your side..for always.Happily..with everyone's permission.
But am scared that may be its just me who wants future..may be my expectations my dreams will become a problem for you soon.

You don't know me,when I care..when I love. I do it to the extreme levels.
and that eventually hurts me.I want us to finish,whatever we have between us,Now!Its for our sakeI never want to hurt You baby.Never.
Tears are rolling down my eyes when am writing all this.
Am scared.And I don't want both of us to suffer.in any way.
Leave me..Please.
If You want a good life,good results,good career..Then you HAVE TO leave me..
With me ,,You will fail at every instant,at every step of your life..!For your Good life,you have to let me go !
YOU HAVE TO.
Never Call or Message meEver.Please.I request.I beg..and Please read all this with patience. (I know you hate reading long messages)
With Lots of good wishes,
Me."